What is a secret that you don't mind telling to 29 million anonymous people but not to people you know?
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That im suicidal. Edit: i didn't expect this to blow up. Thank you for the people trying to help me with this. I'll try to get in touch with another psych soon and try to inquire how i can get subsidized meds. Ive been in therapy for my ptsd for a almost a year before covid and i also have bipolar disorder, MDD and MAD but i had to fly home due to the pandemic. My home is in another island and is far from any government hospitals. Appointment here on my country for private hospitals already costs me 3 to 5 days of my salary which i am having a hard time to sustain same with my medications since they cost 8 times for non subsidized pharmacy. Its hard, especially in my country, treatments for mental illnesses are commonly seen are seen as a luxury given they are very expensive. But I'll try my best to hang on. Maybe soon once this pandemic is over, ill be able to go back for therapy. Thank you everyone.
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I'm at my most creative when I'm talking to myself. I do it all the time, and it's how I come up with some of my better story ideas
So I am happy to tell few close friends (they join in), but not family. We take drugs - especially psychedelics ones. We love a good LSD or Mushroom trip when we are on holiday somewhere quiet. We find it very reflective and good for our minds - To get rid of your ego entirely. Twice a year we also go clubbing on MDMA. Every so often we have some weed to chill out. If my family knew, they'd disown me and my fiance, and then scold our friends as well. I might tell them one day but not until we are lot older. I wish I could tell them because it was psychedelics and regular meditation that sorted out my severe anxiety. No more panic attacks. Nothing.
I drink everyday. I will get home from work and instantly open a beer and the last thing I drink before I sleep is beer. I am able to still work but my relationships are struggling because of it. I know I'm an alcoholic but I'm not ready to give up alcohol just yet.
I often spend a lot of time and effort in devising a story of how I couldn't do a task, so that it seems reasonable and believable and not just an excuse. And mostly the tasks are way easier than making up the story.
I am really curious what human meat taste like, and if I am ever presented with the opportunity to try it, I'm taking it.
I draw hentai.
That I'm gay
I regularly feel like my life has no value. I don't hate myself nor feel suicidal, just that if I disappeared there's only 4 non-work, non-bills people who would notice inside of 3-6 months. There's a fairly substantial amount of evidence to indicate this is true as well. I know the underlying cause for it was that my ex-wife was abusive over many years, and that it won't get better until I see a therapist over this. Thanks Corona for making that so much harder. EDIT: I'm also extremely glad that I have the best girlfriend and dog a guy could have to remind me daily that I am worth it to at least two very, very important things in this world.
I hate myself. I may have an impostor syndrome. I don't trust anyone. I am scared of people. I am breathing just for the sake of it. I want real friends not just acquaintances. I cannot stop acting like an another person in front of everyone I meet. I want to do things that matter for this planet but I don't have resources to. I want to live properly. I want to see my father one more time, as he passed away and tell him goodbye. I want my nightmares to stop. I want to stop sudden crying. I want to be authentic to myself. I want to go out and date. I want to feel loved.
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