Oi gay , at what age did you realize you were gay?

"By age 14 I was able to identify as gay, but I knew before that. I really figured it out during the summer between my freshman and sophomore year, but even before that I gave my friends a hard time when they used phrases like "that's so gay" because it just felt wrong. It wasn't until the start of Junior year that I felt like I could consider myself a part of the "gay community" (regardless of no contact or anything, more an issue of how I viewed myself), and subsequently as a closeted gay. My senior year of high school I came out to a close friend in September, my sister in October, and... well, I'm working on it But I figured it out over the summer. My days would go like this: tennis lessons in the morning, then I would go home and my parents would be at work. I would generally masturbate during this time, and over the course of the summer I slowly went from sex scenes (not porn, but sex scenes from movies) to french gay AIDS PSA. "