What was your ""F*#k im not the person I thought I am."" moment?
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It was around 2am and I was watching some funny YouTube videos when I slightly dozed off. When I was fully aware of my surroundings again I felt so... Wrong? I felt like I had wasted the past years and that I had to change something. I started to overthink my behaviour, my hobbies, my morals and I realized, I am who people around me want me to be, not who I really am. I am not quiet and shy, I am not an introvert. I am open and want to have more friends.
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realizing i actually handled my mental health extremely poorly over many years, kinda forced me into a very bad spot and has me realizing i'm not as ok as i thought i was
Was drinking 6+ beers a night as an alcoholic. Woke up one Sunday last November after drinking all day the day before, and had an epiphany sobbing in the bathtub. Sober ever since.
I thought I was starting to love myself, but the very next day I kept on trying on different tops and hated the way they all looked. Ended up having a good cry, wearing an oversized top, sucks that I thought I was better than that :(
The day I started getting bullied. I had always thought that I didn't care what people thought of me. Then I got bullied and started doing self harm. Well I was wrong.
I felt sexual pleasure by helping others. I also felt sexual pleasure by watching them suffer.
When this epidemic hit I realized I'm not the hero I thought I was. I always thought I'd volunteer, fight for what's right. Instead I froze in my house and quietly freaked out as the world burned. It was disappointing.
I always thought I was a fairly caring person until one day my mind was wandering and I thought about how the deaths of a few people I knew would affect me I felt nothing. There was nothing. No reaction at all That was disturbing..
When people tell me what I have done after an woken blackout.
So I was hanging out with some friends and I tried on my friends skirt. I assumed I wouldn't like it bc I didn't like that stuff but then I tried it on. I immediately loved it. It was nice and flowy and it felt so me. Then I realized, wait I'm not supposed to like skirts and dresses, that's not who I am. But I felt so good and free and happy. I'm still figuring it out but I'm starting to feel a lot more me
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